Judah Turns 1...

Today, I think I've experienced just about every emotion possible as Judah turns one. Happy, because he's such a blessing and brings so much joy to others. Sadness, because as hard as I've tried to soak every moment up, it's still passed by too quickly. Thankful, because it is an honor to have been given this precious little gift and excited about the ways that he's growing and changing.

Being a mom has taught me what true love looks like. Motherhood is the ultimate sacrifice as you give up your time, your body, your lifestyle and your freedom to nurture a new little life. But miraculously, it's worth all of it. Every morning snuggle session, a deep belly laugh or watching Judah discover something new is what makes my new role worth it. Still can't believe that he's ours for forever!

Here's a little something just for you my precious boy!

Judah,

From the moment that I first saw you, my heart grew a size bigger and was immediately filled with love for you. I've tried my best not to worry too much and to allow you room to grow and explore. My favorite time of day is when I pick you up from your crib and bring you into bed to nurse and snuggle with you. Becoming your mom has allowed me to learn so many new things about who I am and how to depend on Jesus more to. He is so good to us and my prayer is that you will experience the love that the Father has for you. I can't wait to watch you grow this next year!

I love you and Happy Birthday sweet boy!